Saturday, January 2, 2010

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So today is Saturday. I was planning to go to a friend’s house but I changed my mind because, I’m lazy and my purpose of going there supposedly was to ask help from that friend to find someone’s house and deliver something. So anyway, I’ll do it next time.

What I just did was research on NERVOUSNESS. I get nervous alot and I believe it’s not just in my head. It’s a disease I have to learn to fight. I did some research and found out that, indeed, there is such a thing. It is not the healthy kind where it’s like you give a speech to a million people and you feel it. It is the kind where I just get up in the morning and feel it. I feel really scared for no reason and it’s just sick. I feel super scared for no reason, imagine when there is a reason. I tremble so much and I don’t get to do what I ought to do.

So I gotta get rid of this unhealthy nervousness. I have to tell my folks first, then they’ll help me.

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